Growing apart

how is it possible that after 6+ years of friendship, i can’t think of a single thing to say to you? how did things become so awkward between us? why do i already feel this sense of loss…even though things are still the same on the surface? i blame that fortune cookie, stupid self-fulfilling prophecy. argh. what is the point of becoming so emotionally invested in a friendship, if everything can just deteriorate overnight? it was the weirdest thing…seeing you today was like seeing a stranger. there was no instant recognition, just cold hollowness in my stomach.